unsent notes (2021)

i don’t need you

i have a narrow idea of the nature of our relationship

i can’t rely on you

it’s hard to move through conflict with you

i am afraid of you?
i am afraid of you knowing that i miss you

i miss you

i want you to not feel intensely about me
but to love me anyway

i want you to not be attached to me
but to show up for me (when)

i need you

- things i kn( )w to be true

seasonal feelings (2021) 

i wasn’t good enough for you

you weren’t good enough for me

mvmt.vessel (2020- )

what lives in the memory of the body?